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moving to livejournal for good.
ive contemplated on this for quite some time & finally, i put my foot down to this decision.

though i’m no longer able to see blogstats & stuff (and see where my viewers come from haha).. i guess there’s more privacy on livejournal + i can restrict my entries to friends only (:

of course, i’ll still leave the photos etc as public entries, so friends without livejournal accts still can view and snag the photographs(:

Goodbye wordpress, uve been good to me for almost 2 years now.

since 12am, i was surfing ard h&m online stuff under austria (and guessing which word means which apparel -_-) and i found stuff that were really awesomeeee (all under the cut).

I SHLD REALLY STUDY HARDER

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nichyin finally agreed with me on some issue. damn funny i kept laughing just now at his msg on msn.

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kw mophair: think only you can ‘appreciate’ my mop hair..
me: yeah i’ll appreciate it when i cant afford a mop to clean my house.

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meanwhile, happy belated 18th birthday darryl kok pong pong!
happy 18th kester tan!

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went to Siwei’s house ytd at ard 3pm, did like 5-6 math qns in 4 hrs, what the heck right :/ left around 7pm and home for dinner(:

upcoming events:
13june- IT show with dad; darryl & godma’s bday
18june- class clique’s party (?)
19june- meet up with celeste to go back PL find mrs chew! (: anymore PL band ppl wanna tag along let me know(: ; perhaps going out with mum after that.
20june- band.
21june- bro’s bday
22june- out with marcus(pang)!

oh shit i havent even include like.. photography with nickyin and movie marathon bryan’s place. T_T

had a great chat on the phone with bryan last night. i was telling him how people have stopped calling me for chat purposes.. but instead, they call me whenever they need something from me. same goes from msn and smses sometimes. it’s quite sad but i guess that’s life as we grow older. that we are slowly losing appreciation for people around us due to our hectic lives & then only remember them when we need something. I miss those days whereby my pri sch classmates call me for nothing just to talk about their days even though we were in the same class.

more photos from bbq & pri sch gathering under the cut.

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Some highlights of the band bbq & pri sch friends dinner:
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I finally went to my grandma’s place after many months of not going (due to sch etc).

i finished maclaurins but i realised i completely forgotten differentiation (the.. graphs part. whereby increasing/decreasing dy/dx thing. =/). im left with the calculus, complex no.s, vectors part for the revision paper. i must finish it soon. & reading of herland of course.

after my grandma’s, we went to AMKhub. bought 2 adorable tshirts at $20 (wooo), and watched the film adaptation of CS Lewis’ allegorical novel - The Chronicles of Narnia. It was awesome, really enjoyed the whole film. The prince is cute too :d

anyway ac band bbq tmr, then pri sch friends meet up on tues after band.
gonna bring my dslr tmr. so watch this space for phoootos

Regina Spektor - The Call

One more month to swiss trip.
we can do it. gogogo!

i must master the fugue part D:
i must finish my revision for math & chem by this hols
i must start revising lit
i must finish reading herland.

quite ambitious but i guess i’ll have to try.. but sometimes i cant help feeling really very tired from forcing myself to study and to work harder, in the midst of trying to catch up with friends whom i’ve neglected quite badly due to school..

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forgot to mention - ytd me and siwei heard this unity in our sound during charming asia. i dont know if it’s the whole section sound or just me and her, but the togetherness of the sound was simply magical. it got me real excited.
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Instead of mugging my ass off, i went to goggle up the places tht we’re going for swiss and vienna.. omg they’re goregous!!! thought i’ll share some photos here:

weinmarkt@lucerne
obviously HDR photo but then again, the buildings are goregous!!!
credits to : http://www.flickr.com/photos/toniphotos/2318445884/

jungfraujoch at interlaken
credits to: http://www.flickr.com/photos/40826712@N00/2279407609/

castle in Vaduz
credits: http://www.flickr.com/photos/8177037@N06/765261437/

innsbruck. A really colourful and beautiful place.
credits: http://www.flickr.com/photos/_sibi/88880380/

salzburg
“Salzburg is on the banks of the Salzach river, at the northern boundary of the Alps. The Altstadt, or “old town”, is dominated by its baroque towers and churches and the massive Festung Hohensalzburg. (Wikipedia) ”
credits: http://www.flickr.com/photos/chanc/2453548189/

another pic of salzburg. i loveeee the building behind!
credits: http://www.flickr.com/photos/cilest/220833361/

schonbrunn palace at vienna.
credits: http://www.flickr.com/photos/atunnard/1039253086/

i really look forward to innsbruck! it looks so beautiful(:
meanwhile i really think i’ll need to borrow 10-20mm lenses man.. or else how can i take the photos of these buildings~

okkkkkk I NEED to finish 3 chaps of math today. DIE DIE MUST DO!!!
actually i think doing the holiday hw doesnt really reinforce my knowledge of j1 math perhaps i’ll need to do some prelim papers or redo my tys… hmm.

I’ve been going to sch at 730am for the past week to muuuug before band starts at 10am (: quite effective to some extent la. Band-ed today. Though the session wasn’t productive in Dr L’s eyes, but i guess to me i managed to get some stuff sorted out (i managed to get it finally!) so i’m quite contented. Plus we sort of attained the section sound during sectionals. Had breathing gym tooo.

After band i met up with ahloy for dinner since he was at SP anyways. so we took train all the way till northpoint & had our dinner at the foodcourt. we talked quite a lot hahahaha. had to bother him to walk to my house there to collect the band cd –” luckily my brother brought the cd down so saved some hassle.

oh i would like dedicate this post to CELESTE LIM. haha. not only she’s supporting me at the concert, shes also buying my band cd and also helped me sell my cds and promote my cd to her friends. LOVE YOU! 

make up lit lesson (for band people) was, in my opinion, productive. it kinda gave me a framework on which i should do for my revision for lit. made some realisations during lit today. haha. enjoyed the lesson with the people although, to be real honest, sometimes i dont feel very integrated with the rest of my cca mates, since most of them are already in their cliques and etc and i’m really like.. everywhere and anywhere. i guess sometimes i dont get integrated with people easily cus i really try to mix around with everyone & i always introduce one friend to another friend.. so much that it ends up everyone around me become closer together while i kinda get kicked out of the picture. Hmm. guess it’s a lesson learnt.

on tuesday after band, eugene and i were reminiscing a little on the old days of pae1ad3. yeah still quite nostalgic about it. nevertheless, i must really say that i’m damn thankful to have such memories with them, because they are the best classmates ever they let me smashing awesome memories for keep, and whenevr i think about my best-est moments in jc life, it’ll definitely be pae1ad3 (even up till today). they made every class so enjoyable and interesting. <3

sometimes i feel like i’m some person with split personality, typing away at both my livejournal and wordpress blogs. well i guess my livejournal’s more personal, i can easily type out more of my feelings easily, but sometimes i guess i want people to know how i feel so i write about my feelings here occassionally. maybe to let them know me better, and perhaps so that they comprehend what kind of person i really am and from there, know how i would not like to be treated. Because i know it’s so hard for me to open my mouth to share with people. I’m not a very direct person so i can’t bring myself to say stuff i feel within. When i feel mistreated, i usually shut up and endure at that point of time. So yeah, people may think i’m two-faced whenever i appear ok but type so much nonsense here, but really, it’s just me - i can’t bring myself to be direct.

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As much as we want to mature and think about the future,
we are also afraid of losing our true self in the process.
to move forward or to stay true to yourself?
i guess that's the dilemma of life.

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it was an afternoon of me & dictionary.com as i struggled to finish The Right Word. Online shopped with celeste haha we ended up buying some stuff online. Anyways, i got one of my stuff from online shopping in the mailbox today (: yay. Online shopping is such an addictive activity. Anyhows, dictionary.com seems to be pmsy right now D: so laggy.. im just left with 2 more chapters! I shall go sch early tomorrow to mug math before band

i wanna watch Sex in The City and Narnia!